A Peek Inside a Secret Diary
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A few weeks later, I lumbered out of bed to prepare for my job at a posh hotel in suburban Chicago. While showering and dressing, I lamented over my pitiful life.
At nineteen-years-old, I lived with my parents and worked full-time at minimum wage—$4.25 an hour. Two night classes left the five remaining evenings for dance clubs, rock concerts and parties. Not to mention dating, although unfocused college men with octopus hands didn’t keep me interested for long. None were grounded or thoughtful enough to hold my attention. Not surprising, since I didn’t have any direction either—no career plans or college major. Who the hell was I, anyway?
I doubted my ability to achieve the grades needed to major in psychology at a good university. It’d be even more foolish to think I’d ever accomplish my other interest—becoming a published author. I could only hope to someday stumble upon a career matching some hidden talent not yet discovered.
Despite the doldrums, I liked being a reservationist, but my insensitive coworkers dampened the experience.
Lucy, the first supervisor of our department, had short black hair—sleek like a panther’s. She towered over me, peering down her turned up nose, bragging about driving a Saab.
Sandy, who replaced Lucy when she quit, treated me like one of the girls. That was great, except for the fact, she didn’t work. Even when the phones rang continually, Sandy sat at her desk painting ceramics or playing solitaire. After months of hectic workdays while she slacked off, I confronted her about helping us out. Bad idea. She treated me with disdain from there on out.
Me and my big mouth somehow got in trouble even when I tried to do the right thing. Not knowing how to go about handling situations tactfully, I probably deserved the attitude from both her and my peers. I knew myself well—a person with a bundle of flaws and nothing more.
Under the weight of my own self-condemnation, I applied make-up, snaked into panty-hose, then slipped on a gray skirt. A blue blazer completed the required uniform.
The mild September morning warranted open windows on the three-mile drive in a maroon 1981 Dodge Mirada, bought with my own hard-earned money. The pleasant day helped me to refocus on things I enjoyed about the job … chatting with customers and harmless flirting with the bellmen.
My Mirada
Our office hours staggered. Thank God Kyla worked seven-to-four, because with my late nights, I barely made it in time for the ten-to-seven shift.
In our reservations office, I greeted coworkers and settled in front of the computer. Our stations set against an L-shaped counter.
Faces blurred for anonymity
The scent of Sandy’s coffee filled the room. I never acquired a taste for the stuff, but loved the smell. I leaned back, setting my eyes on the bulletin board hanging in front of me. In my own hand writing, the large letters R E O stared back at me, along with a photo of Kevin Cronin holding his acoustic guitar. In a couple of days, I’d be seeing him in concert. My tummy fluttered, and I restrained a giggle.
The actual sign on my bulletin board in 1982
Two phone lines rang. Kyla and Mary answered, proceeding to click reservations into their computers.
Sandy scribbled something on a piece of paper at the only real desk in the room.
Placing the headset on, I adjusted the mouthpiece in front of my lips. An inter-office call rang on my extension. I plugged in the cord. “Reservations. This is Lori.”
“Hi, Lori. It’s Bill.”
“Hey Bill, what’s up?”
I found most of the young bellmen attractive. Bill, however, was the one with the good personality. Only about five years my senior, his Humpty Dumpty shape and bald spot made him appear much older. His endearing, mild-manner drew me into a close friendship with him.
“Listen, pretend we’re discussing a guest in case anyone hears you.”
“Okayyy,” I dragged out the word with one corner of my lips curled. Was Bill losing it?
He sounded like a covert spy whispering into the phone. “I’m not supposed to tell you this, but REO Speedwagon is checking in at our hotel later today.”
I held my breath, muzzling a scream.
“It’s obvious how much you love them … the lead singer … didn’t think it was fair not to tell you.”
I coughed to let him know I heard him … or because I couldn’t speak.
“They’re supposed to arrive between six and eight tonight. I thought you’d want to stick around after you get off work.”
Oh, I would do more than just stick around.
You capture that time so well. I feel like I am right beside you at work and biting my lip to keep from screaming about REO Speedwagon’s arrival that night at the hotel!
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This is great, Kourtney. Thank you for reading it and letting me know you’re getting what I intended. Hope you’re having a nice weekend.
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Wow, those were some state of the art computers, though, for the time. 🙂 I’m glad Bill passed the word to you, even if he shouldn’t have. He sounds like a nice guy to have had around!
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Ha, I’m glad you noticed those shiny, high-tech computers. It’s so funny to look back at styles and technology. Thanks for reading about Bill. He’s not done helping me out yet. 🙂
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So … I have to wait even longer to find out. Naughty you, Lori. Brilliant writing. You really know how to make the story interesting.
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A snapshot in time, and a great story. I also liked REO Speedwagon – very cool that they stayed in your hotel.
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That must have been an unbelievably exciting day for you!
The movie, “That was then, this is now,” was filming near my job at a video rental store, probably around the same time as your story. I was off the day they filmed. My coworkers got to meet Emilo Estevez! I only got to hear about it afterwards! 😦
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Bummer about Emilio, Terri. Thanks for reading. Come back to see how I react when I meet him.
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So, you were right! They did make reservations at your hotel. I’ve never met a Bill I didn’t like. 🙂
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But I have met a lot of bills I didn’t like. 😉
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Yeah, and Bill continues to be my support throughout the story. Thanks for reading, Anita.
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Loving the story and the pictures are priceless!
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Thanks for checking it out, Lauren.
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What a great journal entry and memory. I always thought it would be fun to work in a hotel. That Bill was a dear! Looking forward to what happened next. 🙂
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It was fun working there when I was young. I’m grateful I had the job now, but at the time I was to naive to understand gratitude. Thanks for reading Miss Maddie. 🙂
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Journals are so handy when you need to jog your memory and then so many other memories come back that you didn’t write down.
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That’s so true, Anneli. I hadn’t thought of it that way, but reading the things I wrote, DID help remind me of things that I didn’t write, too. Thanks for reading it.
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Good on Bill for giving you the heads up. I had to smile when I saw the white, short-sleeved, ruffled blouse in the office picture. I remember having one just like that. 🙂
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Yeah, that white ruffle shirt and those computers on the counter. Wow! Did I really work on those things? Heh.
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oh wow now there’s office politics to start! we can’t seem to get away from them can we?
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Yep, women working together in an office (especially young women) is often times not such a great idea. Heh. Reading my diary from back then, I met a very insecure, defensive young girl. That will show even more as the story progresses. This is why age is a good thing (like we said on your blog). We can use that time to grow and become better people.
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I completely agree! 🙂 🙂
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